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My eight-year-old nephew didn’t leave his mom’s casket during the entire wake and kept repeating: “Don’t cover her yet… she told me to wait for the sound.” Everyone thought the boy was in shock… until, near midnight, something began to vibrate inside the dress they had laid my sister to rest in. My name is Alma, and I will never forget the way Emiliano stared at Rebecca’s face—without crying, without blinking, as if instead of saying goodbye, he was guarding a promise. The wake was held at my mom’s house in Phoenix, because Rebecca always said she didn’t want cold funeral homes or watered-down coffee served by strangers. She wanted to be laid to rest with prayers, pastries, and the sound of family close by. But nothing turned out the way she would have wanted. Not her death. Not the strange silence of that night. Not the rush of her husband, Omar, to bury everything before dawn. According to him, my sister had fallen down the stairs. Just like that. Simple. A slip. A bad blow. The end. But I knew Rebecca. She was thirty-four years old, careful even when stepping off a curb, and she never left Emiliano alone. Furthermore, three days before, she had sent me a voice note saying something I haven’t been able to forget: —“If anything strange ever happens to me, don’t you keep quiet.” She didn’t explain any further. I didn’t press her either. And now, I regret it. Ever since they brought the body into the living room, Emiliano pulled a chair up to the casket and stayed right there, clutching his cloth dinosaur, his elbows resting on the wood. My mom tried to give him some hot cider. My aunts wanted to take him to the bedroom so he could sleep for a while. No one could move him. —“Sweetie, come over here with me for a moment,” my mom begged him. He shook his head. —“No. My mom told me to stay until I heard the sound.” We all exchanged uncomfortable glances. Omar, standing by the door in a wrinkled black shirt and wearing the face of the perfect grieving widower, sighed with annoyance. —“He’s confused. The boy heard too many things at the hospital.” I turned to look at him. —“What things?” —“Well… machines, doctors, you know.” He was a terrible liar. He touched his neck every time he got nervous. And that night, he hadn’t stopped touching it for even five minutes. Rebecca was wearing a maroon dress that I had never seen on her before. That also struck me as odd. My sister hated tight dresses. She preferred loose pants, white sneakers, and large bags where she kept everything: keys, candy, receipts, Emiliano’s markers. But Omar insisted that “it was the dress she liked best.” I didn’t believe him. Around eleven o’clock, while they were praying the rosary, I saw Emiliano move closer to his mom’s body. He very carefully tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and whispered something that only he and she understood. Then he looked at me. —“Aunt Alma, don’t let my dad close the box before then.” I felt a hollow sensation in my stomach. —“Why, my love?” His little face remained strangely calm. —“Because my mom said that when it rang, you would know exactly what to do.” I was about to ask him more, but at that moment my Aunt Clara began to cry loudly, a neighbor tripped over the coffee tray, and the room filled with murmurs. Omar took advantage of the commotion to approach the casket. —“That’s enough, Emiliano. Get down from that chair.” The boy looked at him for the first time all night. And that was when I felt afraid. Not for the boy. But because of Omar’s expression. Because Emiliano didn’t look at him the way a son looks at his father. He looked at him like someone who already knows a truth that is far too big. Then, it happened. A dull buzz. Short. Metallic. It didn’t come from the kitchen. Not from the street. Not from anyone’s cell phone. It came from Rebecca’s body. We all stood frozen. Emiliano stood up on the chair, squeezed his cloth dinosaur tightly, and whispered: —“See… I told you so.” Before Omar could stop him, my nephew reached his hand between the folds of his mom’s dress… and pulled out something that made his father’s face lose all its color.

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